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  2007.03.24  23.56
Shift "haus" again

I apologise if I've caused any disappointment
Caused I've shifted my blog again.

Click Here to enter

*out*





Mood: blank
 
 


 
  2007.03.22  00.04
Long time no see


Testing the Panorama shooting mode of my Hp
while Sharhrin went to the gents.


Coffee is like an afro for chilling.


Hello bestie!


Sharhin's dinner


Mine
(Check out the difference of our dinner sizes. Haha!)


The Last King of Scotland
is my bestie.
(:



PS:

- Next week Househubby's having that totally retarded guard duty. Haiz!





Mood: groggy
 
 


 
  2007.03.20  21.52
First MC

The Black-covered Book

I drew another thingy for Joscelin.


My HP charm



Reservior

The moment we alighted.


My huggable Teddybear.
Heh heh*


*candid shot*


That guy's a stranger.


Chit-chat-chitty-chatter
with Househubby's mum.


*Setting sun*
-Candy clouds-



Back at Househubby's Place

His baby sister - Joscelin


Share the L.O.V.E
with my feverish Househubby*


Just
Found this here.
And thought it totally reminded me of Househubby's vocation.
Hiak!
However, it's a total different story...




Cost: $129.90
Venue: Esprit Causeway point
Colour: Red
BUY FOR ME BUY FOR ME BUY FOR ME!!!
Whahahaha*



PS:

- How I wish 5 weeks would pass by faster...

- And tml Ima meeting Sharhrin bestie for some chilling.

- Tml night's reserved exclusively for Miss atttached Irene Chua.





Mood: thirsty
 
 


 
  2007.03.20  13.00
Army daze

Home of the Gunners
Another Army boy related to Me


A saloon in Bedok
Sister desperately wanted to chop her bangs,
like mine.
But she wanna have a longer length.


Bedok interchange
while waiting for mum's friend to pass us her
eldest daughter wedding invitation card...
I snapped a pic and sis face was in a dazy expression...
therefore it is censored*

Additionally, some guy came and asked us to complete
some Islamic Banking survey forms,
and there was this question abt:
HOW RELIGIOUS ARE YOU?

ME: Not at all. (why?) Cos I believe that if you do not help yourself,
no higher being can help you.
MOTHER: Yes, very religious. (why?) Cos I just believe in God.

Well, me and Mother have different views*



Cineleisure
Lucheon at that "japanese fast food rest."


Paragon (Metro)
Mother was looking for a baby towel for her colleague's
baby girl.
While sis and I cam-whored*



Me and sis, both, wanna snap a pic of me
caught in between 2 kidish "plastic models"
and the salesoldwoman was like:
"Erm, here cannot take pics of the products"

She has stepped onto my last nerve, almost immediately!
I snapped back:
"No, we're not taking pics of those stuff. She (my sis)
was taking pics of me."

HAHA!
Then she got nothing to say.
:P



In the fitting room

Sis


Me


Leaving for coffee bean from Metro.


On the escalator
we snapped a pic depicting Sister Love.


Riding home with my cuppa Latte*


On the way to get my NEW HP*


Ta-da!!


PS:

- Going out for Bryan's tuition. Later will have another post. Heh!





Mood: rushed
 
 


 
  2007.03.15  21.47
Question mark








Mood: dorky
 
 


 
  2007.03.15  00.04
First neoprint taken with Miss Sharleen


This afternnon I brought Househubby's sister, Joscelin, out to the nearest popular
to get her Archies Comic Books.
Both of us spent almost 2hours in that store!
Anyway, brought her back home and drew another outline of her name
in her new "scrap book".
I didn't get to complete that cos I had to leave for dinner
with jess and sharleen at bugis.

Had that famous (among jess and sharleen) sweet and sour pork
and hot plate tofu, some kind of pickle soup and brocolli with scallops and prawns.
Didn't get to snap any pics cos we were all too hungry*
Hehe!

After dinner and alot of cigarettes, not from me of course,
we went to snap neoprints!!!
*SEE*




So what if we're not secondary school girls anymore.
Taking neoprints still gives us as much thrill,
especially when jess had to choose the machine with that rising platform.
Me and Sharleen, being the mountains, nearly bumped our poor head!
Well, we still had fun.
Sharleen's bf came to pick her up and me and jess just hitch a ride.
Those kind souls (Sharleen and her bf) dropped me off AMK
and sent jess home thereafter.
And for your info, Sharleen lives in the East side.

Now I'm feeling so bloated from all the laughter we had.
But as I strolled home,
there was this feeling of incompleteness.

Ah yes...
My other half is not by my side.





Mood: irate
 
 


 
  2007.03.13  22.39
Tampines - Stew Haus - Safra - Park - Parc Palais

Chopped chop*








Mood: okay
 
 


 
  2007.03.09  19.17
Mixed days scrambled outings



Had Sakae with Jess wifie some time ago and I thought this dish was served in a really bad manner.
And it was not even peak-period.


"Married for Life"








Mood: blah
 
 


 
  2007.03.04  12.43
Moods + My current Lust

Fickle-minded-ness.
I wanna go swim but I dun wanna go swim.
So much trouble here and there.
Avoiding naggings.
I've had enough at home.

Ya.
I loathe naggings.
But I do nag at times, just to irritate people, purposely.
Ya.
Doesn't mean that I cannot hate naggings right?

Anyway, went to Career Fair yesterday.
Bumped into Emelia.
She lost her friend in that exhibition.
Yeah, it was crowded.
And yeap, I've made up my mind on what I wanna be.

A Teacher.

Let's just wait and see whether if I'm accepted in NTU
tgt with my pathetic GPA.

PS:

- No words can describe how I'm feeling right now, so yeah, it's indescribable.

-




Mood: indescribable
 
 


 
  2007.02.26  15.13
All about Chinese New Year 07



Spring Cleaning (Part 2)




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Mood: full
 
 


 
  2007.02.17  21.12
Spring cleaning (part 1)


While packing my room because of the coming Lunar New Year, I found my old old handphone - GD88!
And here are some pictures I completely forgot about their existence.


When I was really into dark-kohl eyes.



With some of my friends.



There will be more pictures for max. viewage.

PS:

- Gonna go prepare to go out to dine my reunion dinner. A very late one. Stomach's fucking growling.

- Hai. Today's a fucking fucked up day!





Mood: hungry
 
 


 
  2007.02.14  13.57
Share the love


A Dream Come True

And this morning, I received this!




PS:

- Obviously estatic. Hehe!




Mood: loved
 
 


 
  2007.02.09  00.24
First times...


Last weekend
I puke for the first time.
Caused by drinking Tiger Beer.
Trust me.
That feeling suck!
Luckily, Jasper was beside me.
Phew*











History

It was known as St Anthony's Convent when it was situated at Middle Road.
The new building is at Bedok North now.
And it's now named, St Anthony's Canossian.
Weird.












PS:


- Im gonna go get my new year clothes this wkend. Woot*

- A lil more of FYP then Im done! Anticipating for that moment to come.

- A few more hours more...



Mood: nostalgic
 
 


 
  2007.02.06  20.48
Language of Flowers



Red Rose
 
Love; I Love You; Respect; Courage

Pink Rose
 

Perfect Happiness; Gentility; Grace; Please Believe Me

Deep Pink Rose
 

Thank You

Light Pink Rose
 

Admiration

Yellow Rose
 

Friendship: Joy and Happiness; Jealousy; Try To Care

White Rose

Innocence; Purity; Heavenly; Secrecy and Silence

Peach or Coral Rose
 

Enthusiasm; Desire

Orange Rose
 

Enthusiasm; Desire

White and Red Roses Together
 

Unity

Single Rose
 

Simplicity; in full bloom means "I Love You"

Long Stemmed Rose
 

I Will Remember You Always

Short Stemmed Rose
 

Sweetheart; Girlhood

Assorted Color Roses Together
 

You're Everything To Me



PS:

- Get the meaning right first. (:

- YEAH! NO MORE EXAMS!!! Just hope all will pass...





Mood: hopeful
 
 


 
  2007.02.05  23.39


I am DUMB.


"Can you watch your words?"


Fuck my sensitivity.


Curse the one getting married will die a terrible death.
Curse curse curse.
Not even deserve the title of being a BITCH or SLUT.


People stealing.
All around.


"If you think it is worth your time then go ahead..."


MOOD
: other then the stated mood; furious, vengeful, murderous, upset, sick, feverish, sleepy, restless, listless, unhappy, frustrated, envious, grumpy, scheming, enraged, etc.





Mood: disappointed
 
 


 
  2007.02.01  16.45
today is fine.


Scrap pictures to pass boredom on the MRT trip home.
 







PS:


- READ (part 1).
Abstracted from Thoughtless.

"Going through the pages of my fantasies.
I'm above, smiling at you, drown drown drown.
Pushing mercy down down down.
Come on, gonna put you on the ground.
Pull the trigger and you're down down down.

You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me.
I want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me."


(I'm getting all emotional because of something-I-will-only-tell-later...)

 





Mood: sore
 
 


 
  2007.01.31  20.06
causeway pointing with mother






LUST )


PS:

- 2 papers 4 papers to go...
- It's a wednesday... I'm already missing my teddybear...






Mood: silly
 
 


 
  2007.01.29  15.57
mood just kept swinging

Last week was a blur. Not blur as in I-could-not-see-blur, but I-cannot-stand-it-blur. Why? Here it goes...




MAMBO FEVER

Well, here is something that kinda was a light at the end of the tunnel, for my hectic week...
I went to Mambo Night last wednesday! With Jasper's approval of course. In addtion to that, my dad sent me to Zouk. Heh heh! If only Jasper was there... It would've been perfect!

Zouk played this song:

"I just called to say I love you...
I just called to say how much I care...
I just call to say I love you..."


Ha! The rest I do not know how to sing already... But it's really a nice nice song...


Picture Perfect
Lastly, here are some pics that were long long due.




The Couple
I got my tanned skin and Jasper got his too!
(:

 



*TEASER*
Just read... Obviously I was bored... And restless...


(PICTURE WAS DELETED DUE TO JENN'S REQUEST...)



PS:

- Tml is Power Electronics Paper.
- Wed is Higher Mathematics Paper.
-Thurs is Manufacturing Engineering Technology.
- Next Monday is both System Control and Statistics!!
- And finally next Tues is Electromechanical Device.

-It's not over yet, there is still Final Year Project.
- Then it is GOODBYE ALL!


PS-PS:

- And I'm not sad about the GOODBYE thing, I'm looking forward to it actually.


PS-PS-PS:







Mood: stressed
 
 


 
  2007.01.18  22.49
Contactless


This pic is posted for the sake of househubby. Haha!
"I wore this to school today. And kinda got alot of unwanted attention."



Well, people who actually reads my blog, word by word, hear me out! Currently, my hp cannot make any outgoing calls nor send any sms. Ruping (I know you're reading this): This morning you sent me a sms, something about you being my best friend then have to send back that sms to you, well sorry I could not send back cause my dad haven't paid my hp bills for 3months! Humph! Nevertheless, you're my bestie, though I left you out in my previous blog entry.

Speaking of which, I actually left quite a number of people out. People such as Chung Kit Buddy and Shahrin Poly Bestie. (:





Mood: frustrated
 
 


 
  2007.01.17  22.31
Two sides



The title and the picture speaks for itself. People has two sides; the serious and the fun, the good and the bad, the selfish and the generous, etc. Everyone display their different side towards different people I suppose. Therefore it is really difficult to know which is the true self of the other party. Consequently, it is difficult to find someone that is true from the heart. Even me, my own self, admit to such a "trend". Yeah! It has become a trend to be a two faced snake. To protect myself against any stabbing from the back, I have to create a shield, so as to be protected against the politics in school. But ask yourself: How much can one really protect oneself against politics? One word - Impossible. I really do not know who are the people whom deserve to be called my friends.

PS:

- Of course excluding Jasper Househubby, Jessica Wifie, Dearies:  Jenn, Bern and Irene. (:

- Not forgetting my primary sch bestie: Weimein.(She's gonna kill me if she knows that I spelt her name like this. Haha!)

- Why am I getting so emotional lately? >.<"





Mood: lethargic
 
 


 
  2007.01.13  13.50
Is that me?! I don't think so... Do you?


This picture says it all...Humph! wtf*




Mood: annoyed
 
 


 
  2007.01.11  15.08
Soup rest. dinner




















 



xoxo





Mood: bored
 
 


 
  2007.01.11  13.01
All because of.... me?

Since young I've got this problem - Clothes. I can't seem to make up on what to wear to go out. Of course with the exception of going to the nearest coffee shop around my place that is. As I got older. people tend to "make comments" on what I wear, be it too loud, too exposed or too extreme. Well, almost all of those hurtful comments made, I'd managed to heck them and move on. However, if people whom are close or dear to me, I can't push those comments away. Such an example was that my own bloodcousin ever said that I dressed up like a call-girl... I can never forget that incident. It was on the 1st day of Chinese New Year, a few years back.

Despite the size of my eyes, I can detect strutinization by only looking at these people eyes. They don't even have to open their mouth to say anything. And seriously, this hurts ALOT....

ASK YOURSELF: Does this top look any freaking exposing to you?


whinings )


All in all, I hate to be judged by people who do not know me well enough and skipped right to a conclusion that I'm such and such a girl. And though I'm missing my hsehubby like insanely, I wonder what should I wear or if I should go over to him place to accompany him. Usually when he books out, I would go straight to his place, now, there are alot of factors to consider to avoid any preventable or mistakened judgment.

PS:

- This is affecting my feelings, thoughts and emotions towards everyone around me.





Mood: grumpy
 
 


 
  2007.01.10  03.10
spinnovex (4th jan 07 - 6th jan 07)



itchy-bawa, team veto and priscilla.
hehe! in terms of dressing, i was the extra one. 



PS:

- Househubby is back from Brunei, but though I yearn tm meet him sooner, I thought that his return was not a really good sign. Such that I'd rather him return sg as planned on Thursday morning instead. Then perhaps "Life would not be unfair."

- I
seriously serious seriously seriously serious
seriously serious seriously seriously serious
seriously serious seriously  seriously serious
seriously serious seriously seriously serious
seriously serious seriously seriously serious
am missing my oneandonly
Househubby Jasper.





Mood: worried
 
 


 
  2007.01.07  19.01
1st SERIOUS job interview - FAILED!

It was a blur. There were so many ladies and gentlemen. Nervousness was somehow displayed on my face. I shouldn't have heck those advices. I should have gotten ready on how to introduce myself. All I could say was that my mind froze and I only managed to blurt out the fact that I would prefer a job which is of irregular hours, and that I dislike routine jobs. Additionally, the thing which made me disappointed with myself is that a girl who does not know what she wants in life yet got through the 1st interview! Just because she had been to places like Canada and Shanghai and she knows a little French. Yeah, dumb me! I didn't even mention about my brief learning of Japanese lessons and my exposure in customer service as an ex-giordano staff. Now I guess I'll just have to wait patiently for the next interview.

PS:

-Two words for today - This suck!





Mood: crushed
 
 


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